I was so fucking upset by the end, which I totally chalked up to just me being pissy that all my fic was jossed by them getting together (THAT IS THE PROBLEM WITH ONLY WRITING HOW-THEY-GET-TOGETHER FIC). But I realized IN A STUNNING FLASH OF INSIGHT that the reason why I hated it instead of just was kind of sad that it jossed my fic but super excited that it was canon is that I am 100% positive that they're going to take everything I love about the pairing and throw it out, the way it always happens when couples with that dynamic get together. AND IT JUST MAKES ME SO ANGRY BECAUSE THERE'S SO MUCH BULLSHIT MISOGYNY INVOLVED IN WHY THEY ARE COMFORTABLE WRITING THAT DYNAMIC WHEN THE TWO PEOPLE ARE FRIENDS, BUT NOT WHEN THEY ARE PARTNERS. FUCK YOU WORLD.