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I made the mistake of reading spoilers for season 8 of Voltron and now I kind of don't want to catch up on the remaining seasons because I'm real upset about what I've read, primarily Allura's death, especially since it retroactively changes a lot of what I thought the point of Allurance was/was gonna be to be more about him and less about her and I'm not a fan.
All that aside, I've been trying to work on some Legion of Super-heroes fic, but I'm still stalling out because writing is hard and also because spending too many years adding 1k words every couple months to a story is no way to have a coherent sense of where you're going with it, and also you lose momentum. I do really want to work on this story because it's the only fanfiction I feel reasonably secure in writing right now, but it's just... really hard. I think the main thing is that I gotta come up with some good Fake Dating bits for it, and it all feels so self-indulgent it's hard to make myself do the thing, even though that's what Fake Dating fic is for.
I do have some vague ideas for some WoW fanfiction, and that's a small enough fic-writing fandom to be reasonably nonthreatening to me, but I also have no real interest in playing right now so I'm missing all the 8.1 developments insofar as any are relevant to characters I want to write about. (They probably are.)
Basically, what I really want is to get real excited about a fandom with some other people again, but liking things is just way too hard for me right now because I don't trust like that, or because I'm having archive panic about catching up on stuff, so here I am without a hyperfocus, floating in the ether, I guess.
Also, an aside, why does every page on Pillowfort take ten billion years to load?
All that aside, I've been trying to work on some Legion of Super-heroes fic, but I'm still stalling out because writing is hard and also because spending too many years adding 1k words every couple months to a story is no way to have a coherent sense of where you're going with it, and also you lose momentum. I do really want to work on this story because it's the only fanfiction I feel reasonably secure in writing right now, but it's just... really hard. I think the main thing is that I gotta come up with some good Fake Dating bits for it, and it all feels so self-indulgent it's hard to make myself do the thing, even though that's what Fake Dating fic is for.
I do have some vague ideas for some WoW fanfiction, and that's a small enough fic-writing fandom to be reasonably nonthreatening to me, but I also have no real interest in playing right now so I'm missing all the 8.1 developments insofar as any are relevant to characters I want to write about. (They probably are.)
Basically, what I really want is to get real excited about a fandom with some other people again, but liking things is just way too hard for me right now because I don't trust like that, or because I'm having archive panic about catching up on stuff, so here I am without a hyperfocus, floating in the ether, I guess.
Also, an aside, why does every page on Pillowfort take ten billion years to load?