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It's cold and dark all the time, I have no desire to watch the one show I was kind of giving a shit about for a while there, none of my bras fit*, and my D&D campaign got cancelled. I'm not, like, deeply morose, but I'm exhausted and having a hard time giving a shit about things right now, and it's the worst. Also, my ADHD medication just isn't working the way it used to (I'm still basically on the starter dosage because we never increased the dosage to full adult dosing in the first place because it was still working at that point), and I don't know if I want to go up in dosage or not? Executive dysfunction is a bitch, though, so I probably should, I guess.

Like, I should finish Voltron so I can get mad about it and write fix-it fic, because right now I want to write, but don't feel like I care enough about anything to actually focus enough to write something, but that would involve... watching Voltron, so, you know. See above, I guess.

Anyway! Hi! Welcome to my Dreamwidth! This is just how it is here sometimes!

edit: ALSO one of my WoWPvP twitter mutuals is making this really false equivalence about the Tumblr NSFW thing. ("Not liking this change means you didn't want them to do anything about child porn," basically.) And it's so wildly wrong that I'm having a hard time replying to him about why he's wrong so I'm just, like, not replying to his argument, I guess?

* Me, in 2016: I will lose weight and then! Then! my breasts will get smaller! And it will be easier to find bras that fit!
Me, in 2018: I lost weight and all that happened is my underbust got smaller so now it's even harder to find bras that fit because now I'm not a standard small fat bra size.

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I feel like maybe 30% of american women are easily able to find cheap bras that fit. If that.

You should go up on your medication, probably! I remember going from 60 to 70 mg of Vyvanse made a HUGE difference for me.

I was having to mostly buy bras online (36DDD) and was hoping I'd drop to 36DD, which is a lot easier to find, but instead I seem to have dropped to a 34DDD which has even fewer vendors. :(

I'm only on 18mg of Concerta so I have plenty of room to increase my dosage. That's exactly where they start you on the medication, and 36mg is a much more common dosage, but my family has a history of heart problems so we've been erring on the side of caution in re: uppers.

this is my favorite bra and it comes in 34DDD! except it's european sizes so they call it something else. it's not cheap but not CRAZY expensive, it's $59 at nordstrom. and it's so comfy, by underwire standards.

I love Elomi so much. I had another style I really liked in 36 band-size that they don't carry in 34, but I'm waiting for one of their other style bras in the mail to see if it fits right now, actually.

HEY UPDATE I got the elomi 34ddd in the mail and it fits perfectly so now i gotta replace all my bras but at least i know what with!

congratulations to your bosoms!

I was a 46D and dropped to a 42F which is fucking expensive, thanks boobs.

(Also! Deleting all adult content and anything that slightly looks like maybe it could be adult content and also all the queer stuff is not an adequate response to child porn! Tracking and blocking child porn is!)

I legitimately don't understand why buying bras is so horrible. Just the worst. We've all gotta do it and yet, it's so ridiculously hard! Why!

(Basically yes. Like, I retweeted a thing like "but look at all this white nationalist stuff still there!" and he replied to that tweet about the child porn, and it's like. my buddy, my guy. They didn't have to delete drawn erotica of fictional adults to get rid of child porn. There are entire databases of Known CP Images that let you automate a lot of CP moderation if people are sharing known images rather than previously undocumented stuff, so it's not even "they banned all this other stuff so they could moderate the CP in the most lazy of ways," it's "they used the CP as a reason to kick off all this other stuff, and then used the worst possible AI to moderate it so now it's flagging basically any photograph that has anything remotely skintone in it.")

Edited 2018-12-19 03:12 (UTC)